It is November 30th. I did not finish, I did not win this year. Again. I only made it to about 18,000 words. And I’m okay with that. I’m over the guilt, over the feeling of failure. (Almost. By tomorrow I’ll be totally over it.) I’m relieved that December is here so I can quit feeling guilty because I’m too distracted to focus. I’ll probably try again next year, when no one is getting married. When I’m not doing two presentations at NWP. When my calendar is clear, because so far next November’s calendar is completely clear. And I’ll plan ahead.
So, for this year, I’m over it. Yeah!!