Well, yesterday’s events led me directly to the chocolates I’d purchased for the summer school teacher meeting I had set up. Quite a few of them, actually. Enough that I woke up with a vicious sugar headache this morning. It’s gone now, and new developments today have the chocolates screaming at me again. I wonder how I learned to eat about things that disagree with me. Come to think of it, I do one of three things: eat sugar, preferably chocolate, play mahjong solitaire on the computer or read a novel.
Never am I gifted with the urge to lift weights or run or garden or work on my own novel. Nor do I erupt. Ever. I’m just attracted to the mind numbing stuff. Hm. How long have I known this? Apparently not very long. Actually, I have known this for a while, but I take myself to such a numbness that I forget to change anything about my behavior.
I’m going to make that changes chart tonight. I swear. Right after I go to the library and see what’s new.